YOU...

YOU...
Toi que j'aimais tant,
Toi qui ne m'a jamais vu autrement,
Pour toi, moi qui ne suis qu'à tes yeux qu'une s½ur
Toi qui réduis lentement en mille morceaux mon pauvre c½ur

Ne comprends-tu point l'amour profond que je porte ?
Ne vois-tu point ce que cache toutes les piques que je te lance ?
Toutes les répliques acides que je te jette à la tête,
Ne sont que des excuses cachant ce que je souhaiterais tant te dire

Je te mens, je me mens...
Je ne peux dire ce que je pense...
Pas plus que ce que je ressens...
De ce courage, je manque encore...

Tristesse et solitude sont pourtant visibles
Mais elles te sont encore hélas invisibles

Ce que je ressens ne peut-être exprimé en de simples mots...
Cette torture douce-amère que je vis quotidiennement...

Je te vois rechercher l'amour...
Ailleurs en dépit de tes nombreux échecs...

Toi, qui es aveugle, toi pour qui je n'existe pas...
Que dois-je faire pour que, un jour enfin...
Tu me voies sous un autre jour...
Ne suis-je à tes yeux, que nuisance ?

Si jamais je sortais de ta vie...
Le remarquerais-tu seulement ?
Je crains, hélas, que tu ne doutes de mon existence...
Adieu...alors cher ami...
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# Posté le vendredi 10 février 2006 18:51

Lassitude

Lassitude
Je suis lasse...

Y también lo estoy...

I am growing weary...

Lasse de cette vie qui n'en est pas...

Tampóco no es una vida esta vida que vivo...

Weary of living a life that even isn't one...

Lasse de cette solitude qui parfois me pèse...

Dónde estas?

Weary of this loneliness that sometimes burdens my heart...

Lasse de cette peur qui tiraille mes entrailles...

Sientes el miedo que me tortura?

Weary of this fear clawing at my insides...

Je suis fatiguée, peut-être est-il temps que cela cesse?

Ya no quiero continuar, sino desear que se acaba lo que me da...

I am growing tired of this, maybe is it time for it to end?

Je veux réussir sans faille...

Quiero y necesito soporte para alcanzar mi objetivo...

I want to succeed without ever failing...

Mais je crains hélàs de ne point y parvenir...

Tienes que perseguir, me dijes tú?

But, alas, I fear never reaching this point...

J'appréhende ce que me réserve l'avenir...

No te preocupes del futuro, vives el momento presente...

I am worried about future...

Je veux aimer...

Tienes el derecho de amar sin restricción...

I want to love...

Mais j'ai peur d'être blessée...

Pero no olvidas que esta normal tener miedo del desconocido...

But I am scared of being ever hurt...

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# Posté le jeudi 16 novembre 2006 18:32

Spanish tour

Spanish tour
Hey Guys!

I'm currently in Spain suffering from the burninng sun but this taken apart, I am well and I can manage myself quite well.

Sun burning, hot as Hell,,,
I stay myself...
Despite all hardships I may encounter...
I believe I'll only get stronger...
Struggling to express myself in Spanish...
I keep on fighting never giving up...
Sometimes I wish I could abandon but it is unbecoming of myself...
There are times iin which I wish I could shout to the word my anguish...
But is there someone who would be able to coñprehend ñy distress...
I feel like an empty shell...
But these moment are replaced by an even fiercer determination to jeep on going on...
For I am not one of those who are weak enough to flee at the first problem...
This is who I am...
A sarcastic, ironic and definately critical girl or ahould I say young woman...
Who will give everything to succeed what she has started without letting go...
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# Posté le dimanche 15 juillet 2007 13:13

Back to France

Back to France
O France! country of so many stereotypes...
Land of refuge where I was sired...
I missed you so much...
Why the rush?
Daddy's little girl has grown...
Her chrysalids has begun to dissolve
Her wings are now spread wide...
However while absence makes the heart grow fonder...
No matter where she'd go...
Home will always remain where lays the heart
My heart is my family
There are no words to describe this feeling
Any attempt of description, no matter how expertly done will remain unsatisfactory
Home is again is the only way for me to be happy
Homesickness is gone at last
In a way reminiscent of leaves blown away by a gentle wind
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# Posté le samedi 27 octobre 2007 21:47

New Meetings...

New Meetings...
New Meetings bring changes...
Different views are exchanged...
Things thought definite are revisited...
Simple concepts are so clearly made complicated...
Hope, God, Faith and Destiny...
All strung together in order to create another philosophy...
Resulting from emerging thoughts all mixed together...
Discussion, argumentation, confrontation of all beliefs is now in order...
The past defines us more surely than any other thing...
It shapes us into becoming a new single individual..
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For those who manage to face adversity without weakening...
For those who stands after their fall...
Remember that even defeat cannot break you if you are unwilling...
Rise and shine little star...
Break through the darkness of the night...
May your light never die...
For depression and melancholy might plant their seeds deep into our very heart...


Here upon those last words I leave you, dear reader, to ponder upon the wisdom or the foolishness of my views. May you never give up and lose hope for even if still breathing you'd be never feel really alive without Hope...
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# Posté le mercredi 14 novembre 2007 15:24

Modifié le mercredi 14 novembre 2007 17:14